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Han Hamilton

Wednesday, January 10, 2007

it's been a week i left this space. i just dunno why. sometimes i get sick of blogging. but sometimes i need to blog.

i hope for a bright start to the new year. it seems that a week after that, it was a bad one. one that i would want to forget.

i dun understand why she has to keep mum. maybe to her, she don't wanna hurt me. but if she told me earlier, i wouldn't be hurt like this. and maybe there's a chance for others. i feel like a big rock fell right on my head. i'm lyke a fool being kept in the dark and to add salt to the wound, end up beaten hands down.

i'm totally speechless and trying to pick myself up. i dun wanna brag about this anymore coz if i do, it won't get me far. wouldn't want to be a NATO guy. anyway, i hope she's happy with him.

a friend doesn't have rights over others. so if u need me find me. but i knoe u don't need me like u used to. so don't. dat will be it.

=! fcuked up !=

Time check: 5:34 PM